forgotten dreams

Sunday, June 1

I'm back.. Yes, you're not dreaming. I am back! Khekhekehekheke.. Dad didnt get leave tomorrow so, the whole family headed to Desaru instead of KL. But it was ohkay. I love Desaru.. The beach, the people and the monkeys. =)

Nearly met with an accident on the way back to JB. Thank God Dad managed to swerve the car to the left before we hit the car in front of us. *phew* The sound of screeching tyres.. Argh! Scary.

Had dinner at a Thai seafood restaurant. Then walked to the nearby DFS where Dad bought a Adidas shoe for Bro. It was really cheap. $190 Malaysian Ringgit which is equivalent to S$95. Everybody was really tired so we headed home. No traffic jams.. and handsome policemen were plenty. *sighs*

Dunno why but he was constantly on my mind today. Why am I still thinking of him? Why am I still reminded of the times we were together? Both the good and bad. Why? Why? Why? I felt like I was handicapped. Like I had lose an important part of me. If it was indeed true, that I'd lose someone important.. Is there a way of getting him back? And most importantly.. do I really want him back? If I get the chance, that is.. And why do I feel the lost now and not then? Why now..?

Hopefully this thinking and feeling will go away. I'm so sleepy.. *yawns* Good nite! *muacks*