I'm tired.. Really, really tired.
Could you be so kind as to point me to the right direction? I dont know where to turn to anymore.

I'm stuck again, in between the past and present.
Too many things on my mind.. I feel like exploding soon.
The only thing that keeps me from doing just that is faith.
But for how long?

I've not been getting enough sleep this couple of days. I drift in and out of sleep.
I dream of him. I dream of things I have no control over.
My brains' not doing the thinking anymore... My heart's taking over.
I get worked up and emotional over the tiniest things.
I get frustrated easily.. I cry over small matters.
What's happening to me?

I hurt the people I care about, the people I love. I'm turning into a cold hearted monster~