forgotten dreams

Wednesday, July 16

Looking back at the pictures of you and me..
I began to ask myself over and over again...
Was it real? You seemed to look happy.. Since you were smiling. =) But you could also be pretending..
I know I've said that I dont want to talk about what has happened, blah blah blah...
But I just wanna know.

Was I not there when you needed me? Did I not possess the qualities you look for?
If indeed I wasnt the one.. Why didnt you tell me?
Why go behind my back? Why wait for me to find out for myself...
Thus, hurting me.. And making me hurt you in return.

Yeah.. Things happen for a reason.
But sometimes I do wish that it'd turn out different.