The action script for the flash I worked on didnt work.. Only showed the interface that I did. Which I must say didnt impress the supervisor. Huahauhauahauahua! Ah... Finally got to meet my supervisor. A Malay guy. Head of the maths creative department or something. Anyway, I'm told to do animation.. Yippppppeeeee~ No confusing codes for me. I'll be dealing with drawing things by using lines, circles and squares. Making the boxes or words move from one side of the screen to another. hmmmmmmmMM... Wish me luck. I'm no creative person. Sometimes I think that they've actually made a mistake of putting me in the creative department. LoL~ Oh well, I'll try my best.

On the way home, slept in the train whilst standing. Whoa~ Let me just say that's really dangerous. Couple of times I almost slid away.. Thus, I woke up with a shocked expression on my face. I think a couple of people around me saw my expression but what the hell. I couldnt be bothered. Closed my eyes and repeat the whole embrassing moment over and over again. Reached home a minute before time to break fast. Blardy feeder service bus.. Totally gets on my nerves.

Went for terawih at the mosque. Blardy feeder service bus tested my patience again. Wont go into details.. Too tired ah. Thank goodness daddy came to pick us up. Talked to the aunt and cousins before making our way home.

I think there's something wrong with me. As the day get closer and closer to Hari Raya.. I get more miserable. My heart's taking control over my brain. This has got to stop. It's not the end of the world. And, not everything that I wish for or want.. Would always be mine. I've got to stop doing all the stupid things I've been doing. I've got to realise that there's no point in wishing and hoping. It's just never going to happen.. Why is it so hard to understand!!!!!!!

Perhaps it'd be best if I disappeared for a little while... Perhaps it'll help more if you didnt give me false hopes. Perhaps it'll do both of us good if we forgot about the feelings we have for each other. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...