Ah.. Nothing to worry about.
The eye's a-oh-kay. Just a little itch. And redness around the pupil or iris or whatever-they-call-it, due to me rubbing it.. But nothing a drop or two of eye drops cant solve. =)

You know. I've always wondered what people thought of me. The way I speak, present myself and etc. Dunno whether to believe what the people in friendster wrote about me. Cause you see, they are my friends. Friends wont say bad things about each other, would they? =p And I'm not stupid either as to get feedbacks from people who for no good reason whatsoever, dislike me without knowing the real me. So I guess I'm stuck with the things my friends say/write about me. Which is.. All good stuffs! Yipppppppppppppppe~ Hahahaa. I'm a nice person afterall.

They said that it's his lost that I'm no longer with him. Not mine. That I deserve someone much, much better. Someone who is out there somewhere.. Who would come to me one day, most prolly on a white stallion or equivalent(hehehe!), save me from all this heartbreak and confusion.. And live happily ever after. Oooooooooo~ Sound good doesnt it? =p

They said that he'll realise one day how much he had lost. That the girl he let slipped away is the closest thing he could ever get to a "perfect" (if there's such a thing) girlfriend. One who tolerated all things possible, was by his side all the time.. through thick and thin, tried despearately so to understand the way his mind works and accepted him with an open mind and heart, both the good and bad stuffs.

Ah... That girl in turn feels that not all that has been said is true. For the first time in her life, she got to know the real meaning of being in love. Though among her friends she's notorious for being in and out of relationships the most times, the period of time she was with him was magical. She loved him like crazy you see. She introduced him to her family. Something she has never dared to do with the previous guys. Everytime they argued or disagreed, she'll cry. She doesnt like to see him feeling down. Always trying to make him feel better. But at times, she made it worst. Oh.. She isnt all perfect you know. She's a very stubborn person. Always wanting people to give in to her every demand, whimper and whatnots. He couldnt understand that about her. =(
And as you all already know, the fairytale ended with no happily ever after.

Ah.... I've no idea why I'm typing all this. My guess is it's because I need to vent out all the sadness, frustrations and everything out. As much as I dont like talking about it, I always do, dont I? *sighs* Someone told me to not try so hard to forget everything that had happened.. Let it fade away with time. But I dont know whether I do want to forget about it. Somehow I feel that I'd prefer holding on to the memories.

Anyway, enough said. I'm off to write in my log book then sleep.
Will be another long day at work tomorrow. Cant wait for the weekends. It'll be filled with lots of house visiting and meeting of friends. =)
Bonsoir! Au revoir.

Sugar sugar how you get so fly?